Journaling has long been an outlet for me in processing the quandaries of life. I have “shared” in spiral notebooks, journals, letters, poems, stories, scrap paper and most recently social media. I have shared my most private self, my authentic self. Once my mind arranges my feelings and thoughts into coherent expressions, I consider myself shared even if it is in an old, dusty journal at the back of my closet!
In the era of the Internet, it seems the pen and paper of my youth is becoming old school. For me, it seems a natural progression to start a blog. I typically experience a moment, a day or an occasion and then express it through writing.
The big question that I consider this morning is, “Why have I shared? Why do I serve my life on a platter, my innermost thoughts and feelings, for other’s to judge?” I could just be a normal person and share just a glance into my life; a picture of myself radiating happiness or simply what I ate for dinner. Even better, not share at all. There are moments that I wish that for myself. I doubt myself and I feel incredibly vulnerable. I question whether even just one individual values my sharing or my writing.
As I recently shared in a Facebook post, “It is only in becoming absolutely vulnerable in love that you discover how infinitely strong you truly are.” I realize that in embracing and loving my most instinctive and creative self, I may at times feel vulnerable, but mostly I am proud of the strength it requires to share. Each time I share, I have overcome my fear of judgement and of self-doubt. I am stronger for it. I remain faithful to myself, not to the opinions of others.
The most persuasive motivation for sharing truly lies in connecting with others authentically. The fulfillment that arises when your sentiments safely land on another’s heart ~ there is not much else that compares in the sharing realm. If by sharing, I am enabled to encourage, to inspire or to advocate for another, even one, I am lifted beyond any negativity or judgement~ to a reality I have only experienced through sharing.
I have read that in today’s world, the motto is, “I share therefore I am.” I was not encouraged when I first discovered this, it was not a positive expression. The message seemed to imply that by constantly sharing snapshots into your life, you gained validation for it. This, of course, is not healthy. I constantly consider this.
I can only hope that in honoring my instinct to share my most honest and genuine self, that love itself will be validated. I hope to share for all of life, not just my own.
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Love this Mary! It will serve you well as it will others. Thanks for your courage and open spirit! You will change peoples lives 💕
Thanks for sharing 🙂
This post speaks to a repeating wondering that swirls in my mind about blogging…
After some events last year I became more reticent about sharing – but I feel this has caused my writing to suffer in a way.
It’s like I know I’m keeping something hidden, mostly out of fear.
Never a good reason
So, a deep bow to you for opening up, and being vulnerable.
It seems that it’s That Place where hearts connect, no matter how distant or so-called-different people are.
Thank you Marneymae for your encouragement & kindness! You are so right. The writing I connect most with is more on am emotional level than an intellectual one. That’s the audience I would guess for my writing as well. I appreciate your time & your valuable feedback. 💕